********************************************************************** Hi, This is Ken Kofman, sending out yet another _As The Wheel Turns_ posting. I suppose I should put some sort of copyright notice on this, so here goes: Copyright, Ken Kofman (c) 1994. All rights reserved except for those that Tor and Robert Jordan deserve, and except that anyone who wants to copy this material may do so, so long it remains unaltered, including this notice, and so long as no fees of any kind are charged for its use. In other words, enjoy it, show it to all your friends, be inspired to run your own game, but since I'm not making any money off of this, you shouldn't either. I hope I did that right. Anyway, KenK ken@ictv.com ********************************************************************** The Nine Rods of Dominion One to come and one to go One above and one below One a friend and one a foe One to hide and one to know. Creation Nine Rods rule over all Eight Ajah preserve and fall Seven Ages of the Wheel Six Bound to serve the dead Five Flows create the Weave Four Peoples born to live Three Supports of all the worlds Two Powers never to be whole One Dragon on the winds of Time. Summary of Session 12 of _As the Wheel Turns_ 4-8-94 And so it was, that Akhel did find himself in unspoken thought. Amongst the night mists stinging with cold did he stand watch, though little could be discerned in the clouded dark. Thus did he stand on evenings previous, yet now did he notice another standing watch beside him. With hidden discomfort did he notice her presence, for his vigilant gaze missed little though few words did he speak of that which he saw, yet had Selene stood beside him for more than a moment while his mind and spirit travelled amongst the mists. Then did Akhel ask gracious Selene to speak of the manner in which she joined this company of travellers in search of ancient Manetheren. And Selene, whose aspect was like unto the Light itself smiled in fond remembrance, and spoke of her original intent to meet a friend in the Two Rivers, which in generations past had been the glorious land of Manetheren. And Selene spoke of her meeting with Kareina Sedai of the Green Ajah, and of their shared company on the road toward the village of Emond's Field in the Two Rivers. Long did she and Kareina Sedai speak in conversation, and Selene did wonder whether she too had become ensnared in some inscruatable plan of the Aes Sedai. For the Aes Sedai are known throughout the world for their mastery of the Great Game, Daes Daemar, for against the Shadow they do claim to stand, and allow little to stand between them and their purposes, save for that which they deny themselves through the Three Oaths. For Selene did find herself deep within the Mountains of Mist, ancient heart of Manetheren but now home to no man. No purpose of her own did her presence serve, save that of Elaida Sedai of the Red Ajah, who commanded Randy Carter and her companions to bring forth from these mountains one of the Nine Rods of Dominion. And Akhel did agree with Selene, for he too wondered what part of their travels and trials had been foreseen by the Aes Sedai within their shadowy strategems. Further did Akhel speak unto gracious Selene, and he did beseech her to speak of true history. Then did Selene make the attempt, yet knew not how to separate history which Akhel might believe from that which he would deny, for Akhel did deny both Light and Shadow, both the Creator and the Dark One. Surely ordinary people could work both the purest good and the most wretched evil without supernatural assistance. But gracious Selene did consider the words of Akhel and his lack of belief, and spoke no word against him, save a mild admonishment not to scorn the most cherished beliefs of others, yet did she approve of his willingness to question these very same beliefs. For Selene herself had spent her life in scholarly pursuits, preferring true knowledge to unfounded speculations. Yet did she speak of her own belief in the Light and in the Dark, and in the Creator and the Dark One bound in Shayol Ghul for all the eternal turnings of the Wheel, and her scholarly words Akhel could doubt yet could he not refute them. And Selene did share with Akhel a great secret, that she feared not to name the Dark One, even as he did not, yet did she refrain from doing so. But Akhel said no word when Selene asked him about his history, and about his reason for travelling into these remote lands. And even as Selene and Akhel spoke in conversation, their breath like billowing clouds in the cold night air, Phil David of Earth, distant Mirror of the Wheel, did bestir himself. Long weeks had he slept the sleep of death, yet did his heart beat and his chest rise then fall with the breath of life. Weak was his body from lack of food and movement, and frail was his spirit from the horrors that he had witnessed, the horrors he had caused. But Jennifer of Earth, channeler of saidar did speak unto Phil words of assurance. And Jennifer said that surely Ishmael must in some way be hiding the truth, and that perhaps Phil would not further lose his mind from the taint on saidin, the male portion of the True Source, the One Power that drives the Wheel of Time through its eternal weaving of the Ages. And Phil did hearken unto her words, and put aside that which he had done to the once great city of Rome and her world, and that which he unleashed upon the Almoth Plains. And so it was that Phil rested and restored a small portion of his strength, that he might once again travel, yet was his strength in large measure gone. And Ulric Druss, Blademaster and onetime captain of mighty Tear did practice his art and teach whosoever would engage him, yet did he practice the art of fighting bereft of weapons with young Haemish of the Water Seeker sept of the Taardad Aiel. Upon each night did young Haemish remove himself further from the companionship of his fellows into the frigid night to sleep in solitude, yet did his dreams follow him wheresoever he went. One fortnight was spent in rest and in recovery of lost strength and spirit, and upon each night did Haemish feel the presence of the Wise Ones of the Aiel upon his dreams. But on the last night of their sojourn did he find himself standing in the Aiel Waste, called by its people the Threefold Land. And before him stood thirteen Wise Ones of the Aiel. And the women regarded him without expression, as though he were no more or less important than the barren rocks of the Waste itself, and he bowed his head before them, that he might no longer see their eyes, and that they might not see his distress. But one Wise One whom young Haemish knew as Amys saw through his subterfuge, as did the others, and she did revile him for his disobedience and for his disregard of ji'e'toh, the code of honor to which the Aiel dedicate themselves, and young Haemish did wither beneath her contempt yet did he raise his head in defiance to face whatsoever might come, and he spoke unto her saying that he would fight Sightblinder in his own manner. And Sightblinder is a name by which the Aiel call the Dark One. But the Wise One replied not unto his words, but took from him one of his three spears and shattered it across her knee. Then did she toss the shattered remnants upon the ground, yet did Haemish resist not her actions. But rage did fill Haemish's heart and hatred poured out through his gaze, yet could he do nothing to gainsay the Wise One. Then did Amys did mock him, asking which society he might join when he returned to his people from his heroic exploits among the wetlanders, for none amongst the Aiel would have one such as he, who had betrayed ji'e'toh. And thus speaking did she take from Haemish the second of his three spears. But young Haemish would not act in accordance with the wishes of Amys or of the Wise Ones, for he did not wish to fight the Dark One in the Blight and in so doing die an honorable death. And young Haemish did admit his desire to live, yet did Amys assure him that he could not do so with any honor, and thus did she break the second spear. Then did Haemish turn from Amys and the Wise Ones, yet did a wall of Air bar his passage, and again did he face Amys. But even as Amys of the Wise Ones did reach for the only spear remaining to Haemish, did he pull it away from her grasp, shaking with unspoken rage. Yet the Wise One remained impassive, and told him to either remember his toh, his obligation to the Aiel, or to break the third spear himself. For a long moment did Haemish stand before the Wise One. Then did he shatter his last spear as though he were breaking his own arm, and still was the Wise One unmoved, yet did she acknowledge his decision. "So be it," spoke the Wise One. "You have found the water that you had sought, yet no longer are you a Water Seeker. You have dedicated yourself to some wetlander quest, yet no longer are you Dedicated, no longer are you Aiel. The Threefold Land is yours no longer, and you are not welcome here, wetlander." Then did Amys turn her back to young Haemish, as did the other Wise Ones, and they did leave him in solitude with his broken spears. And so it was that Haemish did awaken from his slumber. Beside him were his spears, unbroken, yet did his hand shake from the strength with which he found himself gripping them, even as he returned unto the waking world. And after some time had passed, even on that selfsame day, the others also did rise from their sleep, and then did they leave this place of rest for ancient Manetheren. Many days did they travel, always higher amongst the mountains, until the last treetops were below them. Now did the unrelenting drizzle yield to gentle snowflakes and flecks of ice borne upon the mists, yet still was it not winter. Near were these companions to the site of ancient Manetheren, once foremost in the fight against the Shadow, most hated by the Dark One and his foul minions. And so it was that the road did divide itelf in twain. Never had such a sundering been seen during these months of travel, for always had the ancient road of Manetheren led ever onward, yet now did it diverge, and at this height could the sun be discerned, for the mists lay below. And of the divergent roads, one continued upward, toward the inhospitable peaks of ice and snow, and the other did lead downward, for the first time. Too near to the site of ancient Manetheren were these companions to discern from the map which road led to the end of their journey. But where the ancient roads did meet was there an ancient obelisk, upon which was engraved all manner of writings and traceries. Much of the engraving had been worn away by years almost beyond number, and the script was beyond discernment. But the worn engravings were much like some of the designs contained within that great tome, _The Nine Rods of Dominion_, yet was that tome rich with poems and vague foretellings far removed from true understanding. Much was written of paths and choices, and of divergent ways, yet was much written regarding all manner of things, from the inner significance of a single feather and its relationship to the unknown ninth attribute of Dominion, to the most proper way to slaughter a pig. But the scholar Selene did look upon the obelisk in open wonder. "It can't be," did she whisper in awe most profound. In rapt concentration did she stand herself before the obelisk. As tall as two men did it stand, and she did run her fingers along the worn tracery and unintelligible script. Long did she stand before the obelisk, as one lost unto the world. And when Akhel asked in mockery about what she had divined from the obelisk and her years of sheltered study, still did she ignore him, and Jennifer did keep him from further disturbing her study. From late morning through the early afternoon did she examine the obelisk, drawing forth a journal in which she did write all manner of things and drew precise diagrams, even as she did examine the obelisk. Each face of the obelisk did she examine as the day drew onward. In mounting impatient did her companions wait, yet did Jennifer prevent them from interrupting Selene in even the slightest manner. And so it was in the late afternoon that Selene drew forth from her bags all manner of strange implements. Fine string did she draw forth and smooth like glass, and all manner of translucent stones that did catch and bend the light as she held each one before her eyes. Of seven colors were these stones. Also did she draw forth a single stone clearer than the purest water and another stone whose darkness seemed to drink in the very light about it. And with the fine string did Selene make the finest measurements. With great patience did she place each stone in its own place. Then did Selene draw all manner of intricate tracery in the light snow that lay all about the obelisk, yet could it hardly be discerned even by Selene herself. And Selene muttered unto herself in disapproval, yet did she continue. And when her labors were complete she looked upon them and she did mutter, "I hope I remember this right," yet did only Jennifer hear her speak, for the other companions did remove themselves from the obelisk a short distance, that they might talk and laugh amongst themselves and not disturb Selene. And Selene drew forth a blade of wondrous quality, and turned again toward the obelisk. And she did chant in an unspoken tongue, even as she circumscribed the obelisk, walking ever inward. Long did she chant, and many times did she circle the obelisk, treading amongst her traceries and measurements and the stones she had arrayed all about the obelisk, until she stood at its very foundation. Her grace was beyond that of the finest dancer, and her voice was purer than the Light itself. Then did Selene raise the dagger on high, and the fine blade did catch the light of the setting sun. Now was the attention of all upon her, yet she noticed not, for she intoned a declaration on high, yet did she speak in words unintelligible. Then did she turn to face each of the four directions, and she did repeat her chant and intonation. But Jennifer of Earth, channeler of saidar, female portion of the One Power, True Source of the Pattern and all of Creation, felt the overwhelming presence of saidar. All about her did she feel saidar, as far as her senses could reach, yet was the saidar pervasive rather than strong, and it was everywhere. Yet did the saidar seem incomplete, as though it were a fabric lacking fully half of its weave. And the immense flow of the One Power did seem to emanate from everywhere and nowhere, for Jennifer could discern no saidar emanating from Selene herself. Yet did Selene continue as though she noticed nothing, for only a channeler of the One Power can perceive its flows. And Selene did then extend her arms aloft, and she did bear the dagger in her left hand, and she did look upward, unto the heavens, even into the sun, and all about her could see her smile. And her smile was like unto that of a man accepting a death of his own volition, like a child upon her first taste of a sugary sweet, like that of a woman gazing into the eyes of her lover. And Selene did turn about in a motion slow and graceful until she again faced the sun, and then did she lower the dagger across her right wrist in a single swift motion. Then did her blood pour forth, yet did her smile not waver, for did it not already contain the pain of every sad smile ever to cross a face? But Selene did hold her wrist unto the Light, and her blood did stream down her arm. And her blood upon the ground did flow, even to fill the strange marking she had inscribed in the snow, yet did the snow melt not, and did the blood now reveal the etchings in perfect clarity, even as she did circumscribe the obelisk once again. Then did she hold the dagger in her right hand hand, yet did she turn her back upon the sun, and none could behold her face. Again did she chant, yet could the roughness of her tone be discerned even beneath her incomprehensible utterances, and then did she open her other wrist, spilling forth even more blood. And after a long moment, she did press her bleeding wrists against the obelisk. But when she withdrew her wrists, no longer did they bleed, for where she had opened her veins and arteries there remained only scars. Only then did Selene stagger from the obelisk, to rejoin her companions. And light came forth from the obelisk toward the sun, even as the obelisk and the blood Selene had spilled out onto the ground did become as liquid flame, and the light filtered itself through the stones Selene had set about the obelisk, yet too weary was Selene even to look once upon this wonder. Never had Selene seemed to tire. For without complaint did the scholar face trials her kind endures only through the experience of other people recorded in books and in journals, stored on the dusty shelves of libraries. The cold could not chill the warmth of her aspect, nor could the rain dampen her spirit. But now she was pale from lack of blood, which lay about her on the ground and on her garments, and was as if a great weariness had descended upon her, for she had spent most of her lifeblood in that which she did. But none amongst the company knew or understood what she did, for her actions were in no manner akin to the channeling of the One Power, not in even the most fabulous tales. Yet did Jennifer of Earth recognize something in that which Selene had done, for Selene did seem to have performed that which Jennifer might call a ritual, yet did Jennifer harbor no comprehension of what Selene had done. And so it was, that Jennifer asked gracious Selene to speak of what she had done, and Selene consented to answer, yet did she address Akhel when she spoke. And in her words, Selene did not name the obelisk, and called it only a thing. Yet did she say that according to some, the obelisk is older than all of Creation, yet according to others, the obelisk was the first creation, the center of this, and possibly of all the worlds, yet until no she knew not whether the obelisk truly existed, or whether it was mere legend. But Akhel was interested less in the history of the obelisk, for even now he believed not in the Creator, nor in the Dark One, though to Creation itself he did grudgingly ascribe existence, if not that it had been created, than to the purpose of the obelisk. For surely Selene did not spill her blood upon the ground without purpose. And Selene did laugh at her own self, for she claimed no true knowledge of the obelisk's use, yet did she know her own purpose. For the obelisk, she claimed, was the very essence of ta'averen, and that some scholars believe that all the worlds formed itself about the obelisk, a shard of pure ta'averen, just as lesser ta'averen shape the lives and destinies of those about them, yet cannot truly shape their own. For Selene did believe that the obelisk existed before Pattern, Creator and Dark One alike. But Akhel remained unmoved, and did inquire of Selene whether the obelisk should be acknowledged as the true Creator, yet did she listen not to his question, for a scholar speaking of her knowledge is not easily deterred once brought forth from her reticence. Yet Phil persisted in asking, for he wished to know if Selene might somehow tap the elemental power to change and bend the Pattern or even create new Weaves. But Selene only answered as though from words drawn from memory, "Hast thou ever issued orders unto the morning, or shown the dawn its place?" For Selene claimed that she did not use the obelisk, that such a thing can in no manner be used by any, high or low, but that she invoked it with rites she had deciphered and pieced together from tomes and sources beyond imagining, yet was most of her rite improvised, for of some things there is no mention, not in book nor in legend nor in song. But of the two roads she said only that either will lead to Manetheren, yet must each person decide which road is the only road that will lead to ancient Manetheren, and know for himself the reason why. And so it was that Akhel declared that the road leading higher into the mountains was the correct one, and declared "Why not" as his reason, defying the Creator to refute him. And thus speaking did take his leave to walk along the road above. But Ulric Druss, Blademaster and once captain of mighty Tear, looked upon the mighty heights and knew that Manetheren, chief city of the Red Eagle surely was build amongst the clouds, in the highest and most unassailable of places, as the eagle nests in her eyrie. And surely the road leading to the glory of ancient Manetheren must also lead upward to the glorious heights. And after a time, he too chose the road above. And Haemish, once of the Water Seeker sept, and once of the Taardad Aiel did return unto the others, for even as Selene did engage herself in preparation, Haemish did travel forward a distance along each road to learn the lay of the land. But through no outward sign could he discern which road more likely reached Manetheren. And so he decided to choose the road above, declaring that challenges must be surmounted even as are mountains. But Jennifer of Earth did consider the words of Selene, scholar of ancient ways, whose beauty was like unto the moon and stars of the heavens. And Jennifer knew for herself that the road below must be correct, for ancient Manetheren surely had been a great city, such that could not be erected and maintained even through the wisdom of her people, the wisdom of Earth, though some say America. Then did Jennifer speak of what she felt to be the innermost nature of ta'averen, and she spoke of eddies within the Spaece'thiem Choentinhueme, and that all the worlds are like unto a vast whirlpool, a Vortex of Probability Flux. Other matters did she clarify at this time, before she set forth toward Manetheren along the road below. Much time did Phil David of Earth spend in his decision, for in the words of Selene did he find a promise of hope, for the pure ta'averen of the obelisk might be great enough to bend even his own destiny and unshape his doom. And he did stand before the obelisk afire with liquid flame to survey the wilderness about him, for within his heart lay the desire to set forth upon no road save of his own making. But Phil did know himself bereft of strength. Long had he slept after sending fire across the Mountains of Mist and even the Almoth Plain, yet was his the sleep of deprivation. And so it was that Phil set forth upon the road above, for to leave the darkest caverns one must ascend into the light. Thus did Phil guide his steps, that the road to Manetheren be akin to his own spiritual journey from Darkness to Light, from a terrible destiny to a more favorable outcome, yet did his thoughts change not from those that had brought him unto this place. And after some time had come to pass, Selene did find herself alone beside the obelisk. Each of the companions had set forth upon either of the two roads, and each did find a decision within. And Selene did laugh unto herself, for the men did choose the difficult road leading higher into the unhosptitable peaks, yet did the women, Jennifer, Randy Carter and Keilyndra Din Djanin of the Atha'an Miere prefer the other road. And so it was that upon the high road the men did find each other, and continued toward Manetheren, even as the women travelled similarly upon the road turned downward, after many weeks of perilous ascent. And the road leading higher amongst the cold and icy peaks traversed vistas of perilous beauty, even as the journey downward proved pleasant and even delightful. Yet after three days of travel did these companions meet beside a vast lake, women and men, and on the horizon could the ruins of an ancient city be discerned. But neither Akhel nor Selene was amongst them. For Akhel did travel forth upon the road above, yet was he not overtaken by his companions. And Akhel did walk two days into a bleak and barren land without food to hunt nor shelter in which to rest, and even as he did continue upward and onward did the desolation increase, and he did shiver from the cold. And so it was that Akhel returned unto the obelisk, and after four days of travel and at the end of his supplies did he again see the obelisk, yet no longer was it afire with liquid flame, and new snow did conceal what blood might still lie splattered upon the ground. And Selene also was there, recovered from her ritual. And Akhel did regard Selene with surprise, and asked why she too took not the road below as did the others. But Selene did smile upon Akhel, and her smile was like unto the return of childhood innocence lost, and its promise fulfilled. And she said that most of his fellows had taken the road above, yet had they provided true reasons, while his could apply to either road, above or below. And even as Akhel did turn toward the road he had eschewed, Selene did volunteer her knowledge of what had surely befallen him. For even as he believed in nothing more than his eyes could encompass, so did he unfurl as his stardard, as his answer to all that is and all he is, "Why not," trumpeting to all the world that there can be no true purpose beyond the bleakness of his existence. And thus was his experience surely a reflection of his beliefs made manifest, bereft of joy, purpose and destination, only a desolate road toward no place at all. Yet did Akhel speak unto Selene words of denial, for he had made a promise that he would keep, for he would owe no debts even to one who had acknowledged none. And in mockery did he prostrate himself before the obelisk, saying "She went that way, oh Stone Creator, and my path lies that way as wel, for I must find her. I must not owe debts." And Akhel did laugh bitter laughter. But Selene only smiled and told Akhel to tarry a short while, that she might pack away her belongings and then accompany him. And so it was that Akhel and Selene rejoined their companions beside the lake they had reached two days earlier. And they did listen to their companions speak of their own travels, yet no word did they speak of their own.